I`VE SEEN HELL

I've seen hell, it was like a dark void and the utter horror embracing me.

I stood on the very precipice of my soul,

On tiptoes.

I felt there was no end to that void. 

The worst part was the knowledge that

The void was within me,

Alluring and despicable.

The fear,

The chasm-void.

The loneliness, abandonment.

Left to my own devices,

And I got nothing, I possessed neither myself nor the reality.

The only reality was helpessness.

Now why am I afraid of abandonment or despair?

When I saw hell?